I want a holiday!

Or would it be more appropriate to say I actually need one?
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Future plans.

Future tense doesn't exist in my life anymore whenever I think about my visa. I mean, what can I do when my current visa is running out in 40 days, and what can I do if I can't get a new visa? I simply block out the thoughts of something called 'future'. I'm so paranoid that I even started to look at plane tickets and check how much it'll cost me to go home for good next month.

I've done my best in school to get the grades I needed for the visa, and I've saved as much money as I could to make sure I've got what the Home Office required; but so long as I still haven't got my passport with a new visa on it, I will not think of what is going to happen after my birthday...It's just sad when I can't keep my hopes high. I always love having something to look forward to, you know?

My amazing friends in London have always been my rock since I met them. They pulled me through so many hardships that I've forgotten how to survive without them. Thanks for making future plans with me, like saying going to Nottinghall Carnival with me next year, visiting Europe with me, go backpacking with me...

Can't express how much I love them. They're just simply WONDERFUL. Wherever I'll be at in the future, these 3 years has been a life-changing experience for me, and for that I'll always be grateful to all the fantabulous people I've met in here. They're like the icing on the cake that makes all the memories as sweet as can be.

xxxx


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